Today, I was feeling…I don’t know, kinda bummed, not too happy. I think part of it was knowing I had to go to work and the fact that I’m back at home for now. Me being the (new) person I am, I tried to see what I can be positive about and for what I could be grateful.
I mean, I’m happy that I have a source of income and a place to stay when I had nowhere else to go, but…I’m just not feeling this J-O-B anymore. And I realize I’m living for June 1 right now because that’s when I feel I will be “satisfied” and “(super) happy” with life. I’m trying not to feel that way; Iwant to feel joy/happiness about my life as it is in the present- since that’s where I am- but it’s just difficult sometimes, especially on nights I have to work. And now that I have to drive 45 minutes to get there doesn’t help the situation.
But I will try to focus on the positive and be grateful for what I have:
- A source of steady income
- A place to lay my head (be it in Hartwell or Anderson)
- I know what my purpose is in life
- I have such a fabulous boyfriend, friends and family
I love my besties!
- I’m alive
- I make (some) money doing what I love….
My babe and I = ) I love that boy!
*(That’s not all but) The End*
